you are the perfect one for him , right?


five words to describe your self : beautiful , smart , religious , hypocrite , attractive

your life is so beautiful sist , you get what you want !
many people only see you , only you ! YOU , YOU , AND YOU NOT THE OTHER . .

this is not your fault , I belive that your self is interesting to know and LOVE

but do you know what I feel?


I ALWAYS STAND BEHIND YOU , look like I just your (sorry) shadow -__-
I'm fully tired with this condition , many people just see you in a 'beautiful' side , they don't see you in a heart side

huft ! there are many reason that make me writing this post :(((

I just can't handle my tears . YOU , only YOU ! why ?

you are hypocrite , sorry :O

your heart is soooooooooo bad , you always want to be the first . You don't care with the condition of your friends
you always saw people in the bad side , and you want people to see you in a BEAUTIFUL SIDE . right ? haaaah hell you


I think , you can attract people easily . so you can find your boyfriend easily !
and I know that many boy falling in love with you , I just say = OKE , CONGRATULATION

BUT ONE THING THAT VERY MAKE MY HURTING

You know that I love him , as a good BESTFRIEND I THINK YOU MUST SUPPORT ME but what are you do ?
YOU TRY TO ATTRACT HIM , RIGHT ? HELL . many boy that I love is falling in love with you , its not A big problem because
I know who you are and who I am :'((((( but please dont act like you are the perfect one in front of him . ONE MORE ,
IT IS NOT A BIG PROBLEM IF HE FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU (its usual) but PLEASE YOU MUST SEE MY FEELING TOO , please .

I WRITE THIS POST NOT TO EXPLAIN YOUR BAD SIDE AND NOT TO TELL THE READER THAT I WAS ENVIOUS WITH YOU BUT I WRITE THIS POST TO TELL YOU THAT I TIRED WITH THIS CONDITION