blaaaah me miss you sooo

me miss you so damn xoxoxoxo :3

I don't know what happen with us .
You are totally my everything . You teach me too many things .
You said that you will never let me go . You want me to stay with you .
I know you love another girl , but I know you love me too . You love me as your sister .
When you tell me that you love her , I cried . But after that I know that you love me more that you love your girl .

But , now you go ! You leave me for her .

You don't know how much I need you right know .
You don't know how much I miss you .
I miss your short messages
I miss your voice

how can I tell it to you ?
seems like you never going to saying hello again .
blaaaaaaaaaaah me miss you soooooooooo brother :*

once again , I lost you :'( I hope you read this .

you are the perfect one for him , right?


five words to describe your self : beautiful , smart , religious , hypocrite , attractive

your life is so beautiful sist , you get what you want !
many people only see you , only you ! YOU , YOU , AND YOU NOT THE OTHER . .

this is not your fault , I belive that your self is interesting to know and LOVE

but do you know what I feel?


I ALWAYS STAND BEHIND YOU , look like I just your (sorry) shadow -__-
I'm fully tired with this condition , many people just see you in a 'beautiful' side , they don't see you in a heart side

huft ! there are many reason that make me writing this post :(((

I just can't handle my tears . YOU , only YOU ! why ?

you are hypocrite , sorry :O

your heart is soooooooooo bad , you always want to be the first . You don't care with the condition of your friends
you always saw people in the bad side , and you want people to see you in a BEAUTIFUL SIDE . right ? haaaah hell you


I think , you can attract people easily . so you can find your boyfriend easily !
and I know that many boy falling in love with you , I just say = OKE , CONGRATULATION

BUT ONE THING THAT VERY MAKE MY HURTING

You know that I love him , as a good BESTFRIEND I THINK YOU MUST SUPPORT ME but what are you do ?
YOU TRY TO ATTRACT HIM , RIGHT ? HELL . many boy that I love is falling in love with you , its not A big problem because
I know who you are and who I am :'((((( but please dont act like you are the perfect one in front of him . ONE MORE ,
IT IS NOT A BIG PROBLEM IF HE FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU (its usual) but PLEASE YOU MUST SEE MY FEELING TOO , please .

I WRITE THIS POST NOT TO EXPLAIN YOUR BAD SIDE AND NOT TO TELL THE READER THAT I WAS ENVIOUS WITH YOU BUT I WRITE THIS POST TO TELL YOU THAT I TIRED WITH THIS CONDITION

Let me guess who the girl is

I can't explain what I feel right now , I just feel sad if I open his facebook's profil , but I can't handle my self to stop
opening his facebook's profil. hmmm , nothing special with his page . There are many wall from his friend , but there is only
one wall that he reply. I think the sender of the wall is special person for him . And you know , the sender is a girl woow
what the hell . Is she his new girlfriend? oooh I think NOT , because she is my friend in facebook too and she is
in a relationship with the other boy. sooooo who the girl is? oh my God , whats in my mind . I feel jelous ooh please ,
I hate this feel :(( aaaah I hope she is his ONLY FRIEND , but I think he have special feeling to her .